Tuesday, January 31, 2012
There is a stirring...
There is a stirring in my soul. A deep desire yearning to find fulfillment. It's as though I've been in a desert, dry and parched, longing for a cold drink of water. I'm desperate.
I want to be deeper drawn into the lap of my Savior. I don't want to just sit at His feet... I want to be deep in His embrace. I want every word spoken to hang deeply over me like a dense fog. I want to feel the tangible presence of my Daddy God.
I long for a relationship with Him as I have never known. God, my Dad, is drawing this daughter into a place unknown. He has a plan for me that I have not even begun to walk into.
The feeling of, my time has past, is........ past. I know that there is something more, something greater, something powerful I am to do. It may be for my husband. It may be for my children. It may be for my church, friends, community........ I do not know exactly what or where or when... but I know I am preparing myself. I am finding my ROAR (Lioness Arising)... so that when my path is revealed, I am ready and prepared to rise.
God, you made me a strong woman. Forgive me for trying to fit myself into a "meeker and milder" role. Yes, I am gentle, I am soft, I am feminine, but you gave me STRENGTH for a purpose. Show me that purpose and allow me to rise up!