Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Change is hard...

I have always gone to church, loved the Lord, and tried (well most of the time) to serve Him. But now, I find myself at a time in my life, where I want a deeper, and more intimate relationship with Him. I know that He has been there waiting all along.... waiting.... well you understand what I mean. But as a wife, and mom to many, I need Him more and I want Him more.

The thing is... getting there, is not easy, because it means I have to release all that is me, to be filled with all that is Him. And although that is my desire, I have a lot of "me" that has to change. So begins some deep searching, deep seeking, and deep cleaning of my life.

So sit back, get a cup of coffee, and join me in going deeper still.