I have been reading a book by Tim Hill called Beyond the Mist. It's been a wonderful "read" about true revival.
The chapter I just finished made me take a look at my life. It was centered around what unfolded as Jesus saw the money changers, all all that was unholy in the temple. How they had the "dove" caged. I have reflected on my "temple" and what I had in it that wasn't supposed to be there.
I want, I long for a new stirring, a new revival, a new thing... beyond what I ever expected. And I know to do that... there needs to be a cleaning. Not that I have "deep, dark sins" anywhere... but even the small things... simple things like too much TV. Thoughts that should be crucified, and such that I know is not perfectly pleasing to God.
Why is it so easy to put the Holy Spirit in a cage, and limit His work in my life, in my family, in my church. Why is it so easy to let things of this "world" collect in my temple... so they are what I focus on instead of His voice, His face? I don't want that. I want more of HIM. I want a so much more...
We sang a new song at church on Sunday, The More I Seek You. I think it was made popular by Kari Jobe. It is my hearts desire today and always. I want to seek all that God has for me... all that He wants me to be and have... I want it all. Not just a little, not just a portion... I want it all. And if I have to clean house, daily, hourly, moment by moment.. I will.
Enjoy the song.