from this Lord? I've been perfectly and happily healthy for 40 years. And now... when my life is full of kids, family, church, friends, school........... now, I fall apart. What do I need to learn here?
This has been my question for the last 3 weeks. Apparently my body is arguing with itself on how it should work. My "autonomic" system is all out of whack and it is wreaking havoc on my life.
I do not sit still well. I like to be busy. I like to do things with my husband, kids, homeschool, friends, etc... sitting still and doing nothing is not in my vocabulary most of the time. So God, why now?
I do not fully understand what is happening, the diagnosis, etc... but I'm trying to find answers. But I know my God always has a plan. I know He loves me and knows every part of my life and body. I know that somewhere in this sudden change of my life... He is going to teach me something.
Lord, may I be faithful to you in this season. I know that seasons come and seasons go, and for this moment... I will honor you with my praise. Because I know YOU will work all things for my good... above and beyond all I could ever imagine. Amen.