I have always gone to church, loved the Lord, and tried (well most of the time) to serve Him. But now, I find myself at a time in my life, where I want a deeper, and more intimate relationship with Him. I know that He has been there waiting all along.... waiting.... well you understand what I mean. But as a wife, and mom to many, I need Him more and I want Him more.
The thing is... getting there, is not easy, because it means I have to release all that is me, to be filled with all that is Him. And although that is my desire, I have a lot of "me" that has to change. So begins some deep searching, deep seeking, and deep cleaning of my life.
So sit back, get a cup of coffee, and join me in going deeper still.
Hello there
ReplyDeleteStumbled on your blog tonight by accident (almost) and could really understand where you're coming from. Although I suspect I'm a lot older than you I feel the same way about my relationship with God.
Bless you!